Seriously, i'm curious how they'd react... Teacher: Why didn't you do your homework?
Me: I was sitting the whole night crying, shaking and i slicing my arms open. I thought about suicide and made already plans. Sorry, i hadn't enough time for homework. I was busy not killing myself.
Teacher: ..

i’m starting not to eat again. the cut on my wrist from last monday is starting to scar. i go to my dad’s on the 5th; i don’t want him seeing all my scars because then he’ll ask questions and i just don’t think i could tell him what exactly is going on. fuck.