February 2012
279 posts
41269) I feel like I'm afraid to go out with...
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ok i’m done being a push over
starving-suicide:
it’s getting too hard to wake up every morning and act happy. to go to school and fake my emotions, talk to people i don’t like, sit in classes i don’t care about, and live in this disgusting body that i hate. and then go home and sit for hours doing absolutely nothing, just dreading the next day because i’ll have to repeat the entire process over again.
when i don't eat, i feel so damn good about...
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things bothering me..
i feel like i’m annoying
i feel like people put up with me because they have to not because they want to
i feel like my friends make fun of me behind my back
as soon as i hit one of my goal weights i fuck up and eat … a lot
i’m tired of being single
i’m tired of being treated like a 5 year old
my grades are slipping
i wish i was prettier
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i got reeeeaaallllyyy high this morning and ate a shit load of food omfg
fasting? yes
41262) I'm not the same girl anymore.
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
i’m 100% sure that he doesn’t want to be with me because i’m fat
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i need a hug
